My hour has come to leave
And it is sooner than I wanted
I thought I’d have more time to trade
To figure out this choice I made
When I brought you here
To a land I thought had hope
To a place I thought was better
So many things are strange now
And hard and unfamiliar now
I don’t know what the future holds for you
I have to leave you now
But you’ll have to carry on,
You’ll have to carry on
Long after I am gone
You’ll be the light, for someone dear
And you will feel me near
You’ve got a good head on your shoulders
You are the hope and love
Of all of us who came before you
Do not look down on us
We struggled with our lives
Had mistakes and corrections
Hard choices and deceptions
One thing forever true
We need forgiveness, we all do
Walk with Jesus
I leave you in his care
He will lead you to good people
And I will silently be there
A spiritual togetherness
With a father’s tenderness
With the understanding of someone
Who has played all his cards
And only two remain
One is love
And the other, hope in God
Repentance unto hope
Of salvation
For now I understand
He is the only true good land
He is the better place
I leave you in his grace
Note from the author: I wrote this inspired by my father, an immigrant and defector from communist Romania who died of a brain tumor after 8 years in America.
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